Forgiveness -

While reading Psalm 51 today, and considering the man that David became, I wondered why don't I rush to seek God's forgiveness on an immediate basis? Why don't I go to Him as soon as I sin, knowing that He wants to forgive me? Am I afraid that I'll just sin again, and He won't forgive me then? Why don't I seek His protection as I am tempted? I know He provides me with the ability to turn away from that which is wrong. Why don't I seek His counsel when struggling with a decision? I know He speaks, through His word, and the benefits are pure and satisfying.

We know what David did, and for most, our sins would pale by comparison. I am not noting that fact to relieve me of my responsibility to seek His forgiveness, but rather, to point out that God does forgive! He forgave David from the adultery, the deceit, and the murder. David's lineage, as imperfect as it was, brought us our Savior.

Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me. Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.

Dear God, You know me, You know my intentions, You know my fears. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. Selah